Friday, October 19, 2007

It's Going to be a Great Day!

I love this day. For the longest time I thought I was the only person on Earth that was fortunate enough to have October 19th be her birthday. My condescending little self felt just a tiny bit sorry for everyone else. The day I discovered that thousands of other people were born on this same day I burned with indignation and jealousy. Obviously, I had a lot to learn about sharing!
I usually dig out my old photo albums the night before my birthday, so I can reminisce over years past. Last night, as I looked back at my childhood photos, I noticed that my mother always took great pains to make my birthday a special day for me. Thank you, Mom.
Birthdays were pretty simple back then, but they were shared with people I loved. Mom always made a beautiful cake. The cake was always served on the very-special-and-oh-so-novel-rotating-cake plate that played "Happy Birthday" like a music box. I got to wear my best dress around the house. Mom fixed my hair and sometimes put ribbons in it. My grandparents were invited over for the evening, as well as my cousins and neighbor friends. And as hard as it was to bear back then, I got to savor the anticipation of opening my presents all day long. The experience was one I looked forward to with delight every year. And even though I keep getting older, I still feel a sense of celebration over the fact. Which is way better than dreading it...I did that when I turned 30 and it was no fun.
It has become a habit to reflect on my life around my birthday. I'm a whole year older. Am I where I want to be? Usually there is at least one glaring problem that I resolve to give attention to in the coming year. This year there are two. (Truthfully there are dozens but I asked God to help me narrow it down into a realistic goal.) One is largely spiritual. The other is purely domestic:
1. Taken directly from Beth Moore's Breaking Free Bible study: "Being created for God's glory means two marvelous truths to those who are called by His name: *God wants to make Himself recognizable to us* and *God wants to make Himself recognizable through us*" This statement fell into my heart and illuminated areas of my life that are sorely lacking in commitment to Christ. I feel very compelled to focus on this in the coming year. I also feel relief, because I knew something wasn't right in my soul, but I hadn't really identified it. I believe God answered my prayer for a clear direction.
2. I must make cleaning my house a habit. When it comes to housework, I feel just like Jonah when he was asked to go to Nineveh: I run in the opposite direction. Last night I listed things I would rather do and (this is gross) treating full blown fly strike on my ram's head wound ranked higher than doing the dishes. Something has to change. I used to pray that I would learn to enjoy house chores. Now I'm just going to pray for the self discipline to DO them. This means I will be singing aloud to my Roger Miller CD at the top of my lungs at least once a day to drown out the voice in my head screaming "I hate this job!" I'll have to employ the CD, because I know for a fact I have never accomplished more than 5 consecutive minutes of house cleaning without it. Hopefully my family is willing to audibly suffer for a more organized home.
So what am I going to do on this blustery October birthday of mine?
I'm going to shower with rose scented soap this morning. Then I'm going to put on somthing that matches the gorgeous scarf my dearest friend, Kimberly, sent me. (Thank you, thank you! I love it!!) After that I'm going to drive to Gonvic to discuss my farm soil's mineral deficiencies with a nutritionist that can provide a custom mineral/salt mix for my flock of sheep. If all goes well, the boys and I will stop for ice cream while we are up there. Back at home I will have to clean house! and get the boys ready to go camping. Drop them off with their chaperons. Then get myself ready to be surprised. Clancy hasn't revealed what his plan is, but he mentioned that I would probably want to put on clean clothes. (Translation: "Please be wearing something besides rubber boots and that nasty barn coat by 5:30pm.") Sounds like fun...whatever it is.


Kim Nikolai said...

Happy Birthday Sabrina!!

Here's another to share your special day, my son Scott was also born on this day and is 21 today! I'm feeling rather old now..... ;-)

Have a wonderful day and a wonderful birthday surprise tonight!

Sabrina Wille Erickson said...

Tell him Happy Birthday for me, Kim! :)

Nancy K. said...

Happy Birthday Sabrina! I hope your day and evening are memorable...

Garrett808 said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!! You must be 31 today? Hope your surprise was a good one!

Sabrina Wille Erickson said...

HA, HA, Garrett! I turned 35; almost a whole DECADE older than you. :)

Thank you for all the well wishes, folks. I had a fantastic birthday: Clancy was my escort to the Wild Hare. (It's a little bistro that our friends opened a couple years ago) Once a month the Wild Hare sells tickets to an exclusive Friday night meal. Each month a different world country's food is the theme. This time it was Denmark. Because she and the chefs are old friends, my sister waits tables for the Wild Hare on special occasions. She and Mom pitched in for the tickets. The food was incredible, and the menu was almost completely gluten-free so I didn't have to miss out on anything. Selena baked a lime cake to replace the butter cookie everyone else was served with their raspberry gel. I cut it like a pie and shared with the staff. It was just so fun to spend the evening with our friends and Clancy and Selena. And I slept in till 8am this morning. That was luxurious. Now I have to hop off cloud nine and come back to the real world. :)

Michelle at Boulderneigh said...

I'm so glad you had a wonderful birthday celebration, and offer my belated wishes for a blessed 36th year! I feel like I'm making my way back to the land of the living; I need to take a couple more photos and I'll do an update on my blog.